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April 11, 2006
This Post Has No Good Title
I have a question for my fellow bloggers out there. Do you ever find yourself thinking that maybe you've "outgrown" your blog? Not your blog friends -- because you'll always appreciate anyone who actually takes the time to read your writing -- but just your blog? Maybe outgrown isn't the right word -- maybe there's a better one out there -- but have you ever just had the sense that, I dunno... I guess what I am thinking is that, for the past three years, with a two month exception, I have been doing the Curmudgeon blog... and for the last year, blogging and then podcasting have become my career, and I have lived/ate/slept the world of blogging. I took a 10 week hiatus last spring to clear my head and have a fling and get ramped up for my new job... but other than that, last week was the first time in three years that I went a week without blogging something.
I almost didn't miss it.
What does that mean? Am I quitting again? No. But am I coming up on a burnout stage? Quite possibly. I'm sure it's not helped by the pace of work in the first few months of this year -- between the traveling and the project I'm working on, I've been scorching both ends of the candle for 3 1/2 months now and I'll admit it, I am tired. But something inside just feels like maybe I should have missed blogging more than I did, and maybe it's not just beinig physically tired that's at the bottom of it. I haven't run out of things to say -- god knows that's not the case! -- and I haven't stopped loving the simple process of writing, no matter what I'm writing about. I just ... I don't know, I just should have missed blogging more than I did.
This isn't a lame cry for attention, by the way. I'm not doing this post so that people will comment and say "no, don't quit!" (Not that anyone would, but you get my point.) I'm aware that there are people who actually read me, and who have stuck with me even through my hiatus last year... and I am grateful for every single one. So this isn't about falling in the forest and seeing if anyone hears me.
So for my fellow bloggers... when you hit burnout points, what do you do to re-energize yourself? How do you get back "into it" when you've sort of lost your enthusiasm for it? I'm looking for the equivalent of a weekend away at a bed and breakfast without the kids, the "tonight let's try something different" ... that thing that you do to get a spark back when you've gotten used to something. Any and all ideas are welcome.
Comments
My opinion has always been that if writing doesn't bring you joy, don't do it. So I guess the key is to find the joy of blogging again.
Do you feel like you've said what you have to say & you're repeating yourself? I've felt that way. I guess my solution has been to blog through it.
I'd say more but when I try, your commenting system freezes me out. ;)
Posted by: Eden at April 11, 2006 09:20 AM
It's not my commenting system. I just use Living Dot's system. (For the record, I had to delete more than 400 spamments from my junk comments file when I got home... so I am inclined to keep my filters where they are, lest you all be assaulted by people looking to sell you m0rtgages and pharma-sooticals.)
Sorry about the bad commenting thing, though. I will see if I can fix it.
Posted by: Curmudgeon at April 11, 2006 09:35 AM
Curmudgeon:
Of course, your fan base would miss you horribly. But ultimately, a blog is for you. And if you don't feel it, I think the best thing you can do is take a break. You would be amazed at how quickly your loyal fans find you when you decide to pick it up again.
Posted by: Sober In The City at April 11, 2006 10:14 AM
I started writing a comment, then realized it was more like an entire post. I'll let you know when it's up. Do I have ideas for you! And, some entertainment, I hope.
Posted by: Jill at April 11, 2006 02:13 PM
If possible, I say get back to basics. It seems you have gotten soft with your good fortune over the past year.
Scroll back the past few months over your blog and see how many posts are actually a rant about someone other than B.B. or T.O.
In the same way rock bands lose their edge as they gain popularity, my theory is that your simply not as cynical and angry at the world as you were 3 years, even one year ago.
Perhaps it is something that is gone for good, and you have outgrown it. Or perhaps you just have writers block having been proven right so many times in your political analyisis.
Don't know, really. It just seems like there was more comments and banter when you were actually a curmudgeon.
Posted by: Cuzin Jose at April 12, 2006 07:39 AM
If you quit, I'll destroy you.
Also, you should try drunk blogging. I hear it's harder than drunk dialing, and 10 times more fun the next day.
Posted by: Sarah at April 12, 2006 11:42 AM
A blog is a personal journal with a number of benefits -- sharing ideas and opinions or just blowing off steam. But you need to back off once you look at it as a job.
Posted by: EZ at April 12, 2006 01:01 PM
my posts are going nowhere tonight. argh. but it's still on its way.
Posted by: Jill at April 13, 2006 12:16 AM
sounds as if it's time for a hiatus.
Posted by: anonymous at April 13, 2006 06:07 AM
give it a week and you'll be back with a vengence. you can't quit.....you are a prisoner of your own mind....& this is your own private alcatraz. besides, if you try to get off the island, it could get much worse. :))) so go into solitary for a while....refresh, come back up for air when you're ready. you can't escape!
if you don't blog here, your thoughts will soon surface elsewhere. :))
Posted by: just a friend at April 13, 2006 12:27 PM
What's with the double chinned smileys. I might steal that for when I'm having fat days. And you know you can't quit - you know how yummy it feels when lots of people are like "yo, that was a good point" "yo, I hate you." "yo, I hear you've got a package for me, please deliver it in the rear.
You know?
Posted by: thebeav at April 13, 2006 01:38 PM
Eden - I kinda do want to blog through it, because I think if I quit again, this time I may quit for good.
Sober - You're right, of course. And I'm not feeling it at all right now. I just hope that your sentiment is correct: if I do take a bit of a break, readers will follow. (Fans? Keep flattering me like that, and you'll have me wrapped around your little finger.)
Jill - I've been too impressed with your Lost Blog Week posts this week to press you on your promised post. It's been worth the wait.
Jose - Cuz, I think you have come as close as anyone to explaining some of it. While I do still have plenty to say, I seem to have lost some of the urgency to vent it.
Sarah - you'll destroy me? I thought you were "another writer for peace?" :-)
EZ - man, it's been my job for a year now. It's been the best thing that ever happened to my career... but wow, I'm tired of even the *word* blog right now.
Anon - if that hiatus can be in a tiki bar on some beach in the Caribbean, count me in, man.
JAF - Solitary, huh? Not sure I like the sound of that. However, you've got something with the whole prisoner of the mind concept. But then, aren't we all?
Beav - Yeah, it does feel great when people react to something I've written. Or, when they want packages delivered to the back door.
Posted by: Curmudgeon at April 13, 2006 10:31 PM
Destruction isn't neccessary painful. I'll stare you down until you cry.
Posted by: Sarah at April 14, 2006 12:07 PM
I can't offer any advice because I burned out on blogging too. You have been working a lot so lack of rest and downtime to blog might be a factor in this for you.
Posted by: Julie at April 17, 2006 02:57 AM
It's up. Though mostly just for laughs. Am available for serious writer talk off-blog.
Posted by: Jill at April 18, 2006 01:40 PM






